April 26th, 2005

librarian

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Weight Watchers today. Down 3.4 pounds this week for a grand total of 11.6 since I started five weeks ago. Could have been more, but I slipped off the rails last week. Our meeting leader made a good point today. People like us, with significant weight problems, are obsessive personalites. For me, at this time in my life, food is an addiction. I don't eat to live, I live to eat.

That said, I need to turn my obsession around to controlling my addiction. I did it once before. 10 years ago I lost 74 pounds and was within 20 pounds of my goal when I stopped. Needless to say, I gained it all back plus another 50. For those of you interested enough to do the math, that means I'm not overweight, I'm not even fat, I'm morbidly obese.

Intellectualy, I've known this for a long time, but denial is a wonderful thing.

This is a safe place to tell all my secrets and problems, because here no one judges. This journal is going to be my lifeline. It's time for the old crone to get off her ass and become the wise woman.
librarian

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Just checked my hotmail account and found my awards for round three at bodice ripper. Posted them on my info page. They are really pretty, Michelle does a wonderful job.

I also found that I had been nominated on the Sunnydale site. I'm stunned!!

Feeling much better now.
librarian

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Here I go again. I finally downloaded the quick time thingy. OMG!!!!!!!!!!

It is too long until the movie. I will be looking at the trailer every day. I can't wait until I get home from work tomorrow and show Jim. He's at work now and refuses to learn anything beyond e-mail on the computer so I can't leave him instructions to watch it himself.

Go River! Doesn't she seem to acting a little famiiar? Maybe she's the future Slayer?